Latino luncheon

I forgot about that little tickly feeling you can get on a first date, and it's annoying how hard it makes to concentrate when you get back to work after lunch. But annoying in a good way ;o) I hoodwinked Ref into taking me out to lunch today. Well okay, he said he wanted to, but I still feel kinda guilty since I invited him to take me out (me being broke and all) :oP He picked me up at work (was even there early!). Shontae had found out I had a lunch date so you can bet she had to get a look at him, and of course she told Holly. Well when 11:30 hit, we happened to be walking through the entrance and I glanced out to see Ref's little black truck. When we got back to our cubes I told Shontae I was taking off, I had a cute guy in a pick up waiting for me haha So you KNOW she had to rush out to reception and check him out. Those 1-way windows can be really handy at times. I was nice enough to let Ref know that he had an audience when I got in the truck.
So with the clear knowledge that he might read my blog, I just have to put my perceptions because hell, it's MY blog! And the rest of the world be damned! MWA HAHAHAHAHA erm... nuff of that.... Anyway Ref IS a cutie. I think the only thing that really bothered me was his near-constant eye contact across the table, made me feel very scrutinized and I'm so paranoid to begin with. Course I only caught him glancing at my chest once, so I guess I shouldn't complain. I'm guessing Ref is a very physical person, between hand brushes, foot bumps, and two *attempts* at stealing a kiss. But I'm just not up for that yet. Even though I SO miss that kind of thing. Has it really been 4 months since I had ANY type of action? Hell, making out in the back row of a theater might be just what I need! But then there's the question of casual sex or long-term friendship turned relationship, and I suppose the second one should be better in the end. But gosh my insides still tickle when I think of what I could've been doing in that truck...
I'm completely off track, aren't I? I'm not sure Ref and I have a ton in common. Now that I've decided I want to get to know him, I figure I should send him the 20 questions e-mail. But I don't really want to until I get some sign that he's still slightly interested after meeting me. I hate jumping to conclusions :oP Not sure what I'm looking for right now, nothing serious. But considering Hooray is meeting Chi this weekend, I may as well get into the game a bit too.
So.... fantasy for the day? Can't tell ya, don't know who's reading this ;o)